the birth of me
plagued by dreams of cannibals
I follow voices
locus of desire
gray raincoats
a collection of stories
etymology of the body
whore of Babylon
contortionist
sacrifice of caged birds
queen’s attendant
grandfather
contortionist
by Alexandra Hartman


fascia twists
smooth muscles tighten
bones grind against themselves

I’ll practice Marinelli bends for you
be your blind contortionist
after all, I’m nothing if not flexible

I compress before you
and words swirl around me
relax; they’re not part of you
they’re failing words, gone astray
ambiguous stories desperate for definition

you’re loosely fastened where I am
lithe and malleable
fluid and mute
you touch but never hear
a future that quietly listens

listen
something will happen
but it’s not what you dread or imagine

petals cling to your whispering lips
and still I contort my body